月

I am having a breakout right now and this has been the worst one ever since high school days. I usually just get 1-2 pimples before and I already call that a breakout but this time, it's for real because I have a lot. That's why these days, I am trying to find ways to improve my mood. I can't keep getting stressed out in every single thing so I'm trying to apply patience in wherever, whenever and just focus on doing things that lift up my mood. Though, of course, stress isn't the only reason for this breakout. Getting quality sleep is also important and I am so guilty of neglecting that. I mean, the only time I am able to do my workouts is at midnight so I have no choice. And although my workout usually just lasts up to an hour, I still sleep at 3am because I still do a lot of things like wash my hair and eat my post-workout meal / breakfast. The schedule sounds questionable but it works for me, especially I am at home with other family members who can't mind their own business. And no, doing it at my room isn't possible because of space. So yeah, I guess I should just minimize chitchatting so I could at least be done by 1am and be able to sleep at 2am. Or if I can, I'll try to move my workout time at 11PM or earlier or maybe do it in the morning instead. Whatever works.

The things I do for my skin. I know it sounds ironic with the way things are with me right now but I really prioritize taking care of my skin. Whenever I hear people tell me I look 19, it builds my self-esteem. And I never want to lose that. That's why I am willing to stop doing something once I get a sign that it's not doing my skin good. I hope my pimples heal fast.